A Lifelong Journey – Henri Nouwen
Going home is a lifelong journey. There are always parts of ourselves that wander off in dissipation or get stuck in resentment. Before we know it we are lost in lustful fantasies or angry ruminations. Our night dreams and daydreams often remind us of our lostness.
Spiritual disciplines such as praying, fasting and caring are ways to help us return home. As we walk home we often realise how long the way is. But let us not be discouraged. Jesus walks with us and speaks to us on the road. When we listen carefully we discover that we are already home while on the way.
Going Home
Even words—
cussed-forth, so to speak—wound
that which lies ever-longing,
hidden in God’s wide arms.
We will all die, you know.—
So who can explain
those things that
make us hurt each other?
Why would someone ask who I am,
knowing—I will become
my own accuser? Doesn’t anyone
know the meaning of safe?
A speck of dust waits,
floats, not-so-blithely, by—singing,
dreaming the same dream,
every waking moment,
of a footprint
on something a bit more solid
than shifting sand.


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July 1, 2006 at 6:58 pm
dantheman123ya
omg. another great poem heken. i need to have 1 of ur books
July 1, 2006 at 10:22 pm
dantheman123ya
srry helen* how can i spell ur name wrong
July 1, 2006 at 10:28 pm
Helen Losse
Fingers just hit the wrong keys. Daniel, ask your mother if this is all right before you do it. Then, e-mail me your full name and address (get it from the comments on your blog), so I can send you a chapbbook. (It won’t cost you anything.) DO NOT PUT THIS INFORMATION ON YOUR BLOG OR MINE!!! And make sure your mother says it is all right, before you do it. This is for you only. I can’t do this for everyone.
July 1, 2006 at 11:12 pm
Larry
Home is where the heart is. I have always had a longing wondering where my true home really is. I have felt out of place for years no matter where I was. I know now where home is, I am just passing through for a speck of time. Jesus tells us not to be too comfortable with earthly things. Life here is nothing to an eternity with him.
Larry
July 1, 2006 at 11:25 pm
helenl
I think when Nouwen said, “we discover we are already home while on the way,” he meant that time and eternity aren’t separate entities to the believer. The change from life to death, from earth to heaven is just a change of venue. We are already with God (as close as the Spirit Who lives inside us), and our salvation has aready begun. We are “home” in the sense that we are with God. We are with God now and then: God is our home.
July 2, 2006 at 11:07 pm
Larry
Beautiful way of putting it.